When it comes to being hurt, I'm always perceived as this person who always bounces back. I forgive he who wrongs me, who does evil to me and surprisingly I forget, I really do... But this time, I don't know what's worse, hearing those words coming from the person that I care about the most in the whole world...
This pain is so new to me, as if I had been transported in another parallel universe and I have no idea how to stop it. It penetrated my bones and was running through my blood vessels. I literally could feel this ache in my bloodstream.
I don't think I can bounce back. Not now, because the wounds were too deep. Never have I thought that I'd be in such an agonizing pain... adding to the fact that I've had this striking realization today, that most of the people I thought would be there don't even bother trying to keep in touch... or at least that's how I felt.
The tears that I have cried few minutes ago aren't like any other ones, somehow. Don't ask me how I know that.
I usually would rather show that I'm mad rather than showing people that I'm hurt but this time it was way too overwhelming, so I apologize if I ruined your evening/night/after-noon/morning with the sadness of this post.
Right now all I wish for is for those words to be unsaid, for those feelings to be un-felt, for this pain to be stopped and to feel tenderness and warmth in someone's arms.
This pain is so new to me, as if I had been transported in another parallel universe and I have no idea how to stop it. It penetrated my bones and was running through my blood vessels. I literally could feel this ache in my bloodstream.
I don't think I can bounce back. Not now, because the wounds were too deep. Never have I thought that I'd be in such an agonizing pain... adding to the fact that I've had this striking realization today, that most of the people I thought would be there don't even bother trying to keep in touch... or at least that's how I felt.
The tears that I have cried few minutes ago aren't like any other ones, somehow. Don't ask me how I know that.
I usually would rather show that I'm mad rather than showing people that I'm hurt but this time it was way too overwhelming, so I apologize if I ruined your evening/night/after-noon/morning with the sadness of this post.
Right now all I wish for is for those words to be unsaid, for those feelings to be un-felt, for this pain to be stopped and to feel tenderness and warmth in someone's arms.
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