It took me a while to realize that my lovelife or life in general was at an all time low... And I've been pacing back and forth lately.. and I don't care that I've never had a boyfriend, maybe that I should embrace my destiny as being a proved loner.. which actually doesn't bother me at all....
...but I just might be lying right now...
Let's imagine that we're in a parallel universe where I have the perfect boyfriend and where I don't have to write songs about him breaking my heart... wouldn't it be too perfect? isn't it kind of delusional?.. I don't even know if I'm thinking straight right now... all that I know is that I don't want that. I want adventuring, consuming, and 'can't live without each other' kind of love... I know that it sounds lame and cheesy but I can't help it.. or can I?...
... anyway, back to the real, cruel and unfair world of ours, I've never been the girl that you might see in the movies whose boyfriend is the football team captain, with a group of puppies following her everywhere and whose biggest dilemma is to choose between two pairs of shoes.. I'm more the kind of girl who skip a party and who would stay home late at night studying with an old indie/jazzy song playing in her room... LAME. I'm clumsy and I have really awkward moves.. And I don't think that there will come a day when all of this will disappear because they make me who I am.. I enjoy being awkward and falling every two seconds because it's fun and I know that I will get my happy ending.. even though the gi...
.... Cheesus Christ, this post sounds like a bad Taylor Swift song...
I'm going back to my jumping on my bed with a cheesy song session..
Always yours,
--Invisible and quirky girl next door.
...but I just might be lying right now...
Let's imagine that we're in a parallel universe where I have the perfect boyfriend and where I don't have to write songs about him breaking my heart... wouldn't it be too perfect? isn't it kind of delusional?.. I don't even know if I'm thinking straight right now... all that I know is that I don't want that. I want adventuring, consuming, and 'can't live without each other' kind of love... I know that it sounds lame and cheesy but I can't help it.. or can I?...
... anyway, back to the real, cruel and unfair world of ours, I've never been the girl that you might see in the movies whose boyfriend is the football team captain, with a group of puppies following her everywhere and whose biggest dilemma is to choose between two pairs of shoes.. I'm more the kind of girl who skip a party and who would stay home late at night studying with an old indie/jazzy song playing in her room... LAME. I'm clumsy and I have really awkward moves.. And I don't think that there will come a day when all of this will disappear because they make me who I am.. I enjoy being awkward and falling every two seconds because it's fun and I know that I will get my happy ending.. even though the gi...
.... Cheesus Christ, this post sounds like a bad Taylor Swift song...
I'm going back to my jumping on my bed with a cheesy song session..
Always yours,
--Invisible and quirky girl next door.
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