Someone once said that it’s choice, not chance, that determines our destiny. I wish I had known that a few hours ago...
... I don't know what's wrong with me but it seems like my tongue has inflated and I can't keep my mouth shut when I see injustice... and here I am, using 'hyperboles'... drama-queen-ing at its finest...
.. long story short, my brother was being a real douche to my sister and my hormones or my smothering instincts started boiling and I sort of... exploded.
I know for a fact that when I stood up for my sister, it was by choice but when my mother started acting out.. well it was definitely chance.. I don't know if I screw up everything or my destiny was meant to stink?.. Whatever.. Both of them lead to a crappy and quite stinky ending...
... ending that I might be exaggerating.. I need an immediate change of subject otherwise my head will explode and the whole room will drown in blood, kind of like one of the last scenes of Eraserhead... and the new subject is.... THE WEATHER. Pretty lame, huh? Well, knowing that these few days, it felt like I was in the pits of hell, the weather tonight is exquisite, kind of like I've been taken away to a desert island and the wind is slowly touching my skin and taking away the fire burning inside of me...
.. me, who is being a total drama-queen.. Man, that sucks. I don't have the heart to write tonight yet I don't want to let go of that post... It seems like blogging my dilemmas out isn't solving anything and that utterly and completely sucks...
If I could add one more thing, my heart is telling me that it's all about choices...
It's chance.
I think that I'm going to stop here, goodnight beautiful yet twisted world.
Always yours,
--Invisible girl.
... I don't know what's wrong with me but it seems like my tongue has inflated and I can't keep my mouth shut when I see injustice... and here I am, using 'hyperboles'... drama-queen-ing at its finest...
.. long story short, my brother was being a real douche to my sister and my hormones or my smothering instincts started boiling and I sort of... exploded.
I know for a fact that when I stood up for my sister, it was by choice but when my mother started acting out.. well it was definitely chance.. I don't know if I screw up everything or my destiny was meant to stink?.. Whatever.. Both of them lead to a crappy and quite stinky ending...
... ending that I might be exaggerating.. I need an immediate change of subject otherwise my head will explode and the whole room will drown in blood, kind of like one of the last scenes of Eraserhead... and the new subject is.... THE WEATHER. Pretty lame, huh? Well, knowing that these few days, it felt like I was in the pits of hell, the weather tonight is exquisite, kind of like I've been taken away to a desert island and the wind is slowly touching my skin and taking away the fire burning inside of me...
.. me, who is being a total drama-queen.. Man, that sucks. I don't have the heart to write tonight yet I don't want to let go of that post... It seems like blogging my dilemmas out isn't solving anything and that utterly and completely sucks...
If I could add one more thing, my heart is telling me that it's all about choices...
It's chance.
I think that I'm going to stop here, goodnight beautiful yet twisted world.
Always yours,
--Invisible girl.
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