Well, to be completely and profoundly honest with you guys --my blog readers... I was kind of running out of inspiration today... and then I had an assignment to do about all of the changes that I've gone through and I find this thrilling because that includes me shaking up this old rusty box at the top of my body, which is my brain... Look at me talking like my granny..
I get excited by anything and now I'm getting excited because I have to reminisce myself about the old me and all the memories that I'm supposed to be laughing about.. right now...
Well if you had met me around a year or two years ago I would have looked kind of gothic because I used to be very shy and reserved and I just blew up.. not in a literal way, thank God... I guess that bottling up my feelings don't suit me well.. little did I know....
Now, I think that I've become shy with some people yet outgoing and painfully funny according to others.. I've never been neat and tidy because I don't have the time to... Actually, I hate being in a messy room... yet I don't mind it.. which makes me think that there is a high risk that I might be bipolar...
I used to depend on a lot of people and I would think that I couldn't live without them and still look at me living and all the crap.... but now I'm independent and tiny bit strong.. I've always been sincere and honest with people and I don't think that it will ever change... I've never been laid-back and relaxed.. I'm a giant ball of stress... I stress about anything and that sucks in a way but I always resort to my go-to method solving-- blogging it out... (darn, I use that a lot)
Slumberland is here and I can hear it calling my name, I will try to fall asleep even though I feel like I'm in the pits of hell.
Always yours,
--Invisible girl.
I get excited by anything and now I'm getting excited because I have to reminisce myself about the old me and all the memories that I'm supposed to be laughing about.. right now...
Well if you had met me around a year or two years ago I would have looked kind of gothic because I used to be very shy and reserved and I just blew up.. not in a literal way, thank God... I guess that bottling up my feelings don't suit me well.. little did I know....
Now, I think that I've become shy with some people yet outgoing and painfully funny according to others.. I've never been neat and tidy because I don't have the time to... Actually, I hate being in a messy room... yet I don't mind it.. which makes me think that there is a high risk that I might be bipolar...
I used to depend on a lot of people and I would think that I couldn't live without them and still look at me living and all the crap.... but now I'm independent and tiny bit strong.. I've always been sincere and honest with people and I don't think that it will ever change... I've never been laid-back and relaxed.. I'm a giant ball of stress... I stress about anything and that sucks in a way but I always resort to my go-to method solving-- blogging it out... (darn, I use that a lot)
Slumberland is here and I can hear it calling my name, I will try to fall asleep even though I feel like I'm in the pits of hell.
Always yours,
--Invisible girl.
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