I woke up this morning with an energy that I have never felt before and I wanted to write on my blog or maybe write a song...
..... a song or a post on my blog that never happened... until now..
have you ever been so frustrated that you barely can move? that actually never happened to me until today, that might have something to do with the whole fasting process... well, I don't know how I'm supposed to take it but I'm actually writing a post about running out of inspiration knowing that I have inspiration about writing about me being out of inspiration.... I feel that either my mind is conspiring against me or that I'm living in a really bad remake of Inception that would be called ... inspira-ception... I don't even that this is making any sense to me..
So here I am, as always, coming back to my laptop and pouring all of my emotions on a blog.. exposing myself in the weirdest yet it doesn't bother me...
.. that reminded that i haven't introduced myself.. not yet.. where did my good manners go? well.. I'm obviously a girl, you must have noticed from my way of writing, I'm currently sixteen and as young as I may seem I have been through a lot... I've been in a relationship with music (which makes it my first and last love), actually I consider music as being my husband.. I get easily excited thrilled shocked and scared. I will never stop jumping on my bed on a Saturday night while listening to the cheesiest song I have on my playlist nor will I ever stop crying like a baby when I get hurt (that also includes hitting my toe against a table)... On a lovely night, four years ago, I wrote my very first song called 'Suddenly' and if I had to be honest, I would say that it totally, utterly and completely sucks. Fortunately, I got to improve over the past few years and I have known an amazing person called Natalie over Facebook who writes amazing and beautiful songs too... My ultimate best friend who I consider being my sister is Oum' I love her so much, we're closer than ever and she knows everything about me.. my darkest and deepest fears.. she knows so many things about me that I wonder sometimes how can she still love me..
... I like to put enough details into my songs to make sure that the person I'm writing about knows that it's written about him..or her. my life is bunch of successive dilemmas that I always deal with by resorting to my go-to method solving --blogging it out..
I love cats and sadly my mom hates them so instead of getting a real one, I had the chance to get a stuffed one that I named 'Cat'...
Concerning my so not thrilling love-life.. I have this disease called 'nextgirldooritis' which makes a guy like me as a friend...and that's pretty much it, nothing happens...
I think that I have told you guys pretty much everything about me.. If you'll excuse me, I'm going to watch my favorite TV show while I'll be enjoying my exquisite ice-cream...
Goodnight beautiful world..
Always yours,
--Invisible girl..
..... a song or a post on my blog that never happened... until now..
have you ever been so frustrated that you barely can move? that actually never happened to me until today, that might have something to do with the whole fasting process... well, I don't know how I'm supposed to take it but I'm actually writing a post about running out of inspiration knowing that I have inspiration about writing about me being out of inspiration.... I feel that either my mind is conspiring against me or that I'm living in a really bad remake of Inception that would be called ... inspira-ception... I don't even that this is making any sense to me..
So here I am, as always, coming back to my laptop and pouring all of my emotions on a blog.. exposing myself in the weirdest yet it doesn't bother me...
.. that reminded that i haven't introduced myself.. not yet.. where did my good manners go? well.. I'm obviously a girl, you must have noticed from my way of writing, I'm currently sixteen and as young as I may seem I have been through a lot... I've been in a relationship with music (which makes it my first and last love), actually I consider music as being my husband.. I get easily excited thrilled shocked and scared. I will never stop jumping on my bed on a Saturday night while listening to the cheesiest song I have on my playlist nor will I ever stop crying like a baby when I get hurt (that also includes hitting my toe against a table)... On a lovely night, four years ago, I wrote my very first song called 'Suddenly' and if I had to be honest, I would say that it totally, utterly and completely sucks. Fortunately, I got to improve over the past few years and I have known an amazing person called Natalie over Facebook who writes amazing and beautiful songs too... My ultimate best friend who I consider being my sister is Oum' I love her so much, we're closer than ever and she knows everything about me.. my darkest and deepest fears.. she knows so many things about me that I wonder sometimes how can she still love me..
... I like to put enough details into my songs to make sure that the person I'm writing about knows that it's written about him..or her. my life is bunch of successive dilemmas that I always deal with by resorting to my go-to method solving --blogging it out..
I love cats and sadly my mom hates them so instead of getting a real one, I had the chance to get a stuffed one that I named 'Cat'...
Concerning my so not thrilling love-life.. I have this disease called 'nextgirldooritis' which makes a guy like me as a friend...and that's pretty much it, nothing happens...
I think that I have told you guys pretty much everything about me.. If you'll excuse me, I'm going to watch my favorite TV show while I'll be enjoying my exquisite ice-cream...
Goodnight beautiful world..
Always yours,
--Invisible girl..
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